being here is hot garbage. hangry and claustrophobic doesn't sound so bad when it's compared to perennial darkness until some deep ones come to consume the planet.
( would she really choose hungry confinement over beacon? p rooo bably not, but, she did the locked in a coffin of blood thing for a few decades and it super sucked. she's just testy right now, since she really was hoping for the big black empty of nonexistence and instead she's here. )
tw: blood?? abuse?? suicidal ideation ?? ? wow what a mixed bag
( would she really choose hungry confinement over beacon? p rooo bably not, but, she did the locked in a coffin of blood thing for a few decades and it super sucked. she's just testy right now, since she really was hoping for the big black empty of nonexistence and instead she's here. )