No eye contact. This conversation is great. Bodhi isn't sure about a lot of things, but the simple decision he made isn't one of them. He made a kriffing mess of everything that followed and his incompetence wiped planets out of the sky, and it might have all been for nothing, but deserting? He's fine with that part. "I was working for--" He stops. No. The distance there is too self serving. He hasn't even had a price on his head long enough to try and remove himself. His choice. "I was, um, on the wrong side."
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